The picture is of "fewa lake" in pokhara, which I overlook.
Today I had my 1st serious flashback to the movie, “Eat, pray, Love.” I remembered the scene when Julia Robe3rts wakes up on her first day in the indian ashram to her alarm clock at 4:30AM for meditation, looks at the clock with disgust, rolls over, & basically pulls the cover over her head
This morning the bell rang at 5:30 for meditation. (see above) J
We did exercises to stretch before beginning the pose we’d keep for an
hr, which I thought was good. I’ve always considered myself better than the
average person when it comes to understanding accents, however, in light of the
fact that I am seriously not a morning person, it took every ounce of my be3ing
to decipher the direction from the instructor (who made Deepak chopra’s accent
seem like nothing)
The 1st chant was “so-haam”
which means something like “I am the supreme consciousness of god”, kind of
cool. Then we broke into “om”ing. Being a beginning meditator, I fully
anticipated my mind wandering & had no intention of beating myself up over
internal chatter. And So it was….. “i really like her yoga pants. i wonder where she got them.” , “the girl behind
me sounds like a sick cat wailing when she om’s.”, “am i doing this right?”, “ my foot just fell
asleep.” “he’s kind of cute.”
1ST YOGA CLASS: ASHANGA, THE OWNER & YOGA TEACHER, IS A
SHINING EXAMPLE OF SOMEONE PURSUEING THEIR PURPOSE IN LIFE. YOU CAN FEEL IT IN EVERY WORD HE SPEAKS. HE EXPLAINED THE DETAILS OF WHY WE WERE DOING
EACH POSE & BREATH. BEING IN THE
MEDICAL PROFESSION, I THOROUGHLY APPRECIATE
THE BREAKDOWN OF HOW WHAT I’M DOING AFFECTS THE BODY, AS WELL AS THE MIND/BODY
CONNECTION . HE SAID THE YOGA
EXPLANATION IS VERY DIFFERENT FROM THE MEDICAL INTERPRETATION. I LOVE BRIDGING THAT GAP.
Every Monday, ashanga’s wife
does a silent meditation for 24 hours & has for years. She said it is good to go inside & be in
touch with our inner life & inner world.
We are normally so externally focused.
I can honestly say, today has been one of the best days of my trip (& it’s only 3pm). I feel like my trip has just begun in a specific respect. in light of the fact that a major reason I’m here is introspection, I feel like in this retreat will make good on that promise I’ve made to myself
annie.
You crack me up my friend!!! I loved your internal dialogue while meditating... those are exactly the thoughts I would have! So glad you had a great day! More are coming your way!!!
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